when you know that people has change and move to the other way that they choose and it’s make you feel uncomfortable, you just pretend that you can, you can accept with smile and even you know, there’s no hope anymore. hope, yea we always have hope to life, hope to have joy and blast in our life, but if there’s no hope what the right way that you must choose then?. this day i feel so messy, i have no direction, i.. oh God.
why that time must be back again? why that pain must i feel again? why?
i always try to be best, for all people that i ever met. i hope they can do the best too for me. but that’s just hope. yea only hope. i can’t make it’s come true in my life. maybe i just have too much expectation, i just too much dreaming, i just can’t see that what i want is too much perfect, and i must be more understand that nothing perfect in this world.
and that’s it. that’s the point. that’s what i get from what i did. i always learn everytime i bleed, and the lesson’s learned now is about how i must be braver, be wiser, and be more acceptable. and i try not to change what i feel, cause it’s too great to be changing.